Title:	The Tide
Topics:	alicia, love, music, rant, song, spill canvas, the tide
Date:	2008-08-18 @ 13:04
Security:	public
Location:	Well here, but now I feel a little bit more content with it.
Music:	The Tide - The Spilll Canvas
Mood:	Whoa....

The Tide

And there's three, count 'em three
Children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
As she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dave
His hair dances in the wind
And he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end

And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now

And there's three, count 'em three
Children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
As she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
Of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)
Lastly there's Dave
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
But he's not coming back

And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard (forget everything)

And there's three, count 'em three
Children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

But the sad thing
Is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
Due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
As the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless

No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
And live for the moment now



Quite frankly THE saddest song I've ever heard....And the wierd thing is, I can't stop listening to it...
Peculiar I know, but it's like the beauty within the words is addicting
Like behind every tiny lyric there is great meaning and lessons I will soon learn
I'm not sure what this means
And I could be very well just dwelling on the moment

I just find it amazing how music can find such an incredible way to entwine it's way into your very core
I've only heard this song about 4 times...
And i already know I'll remember it forever
We need more songs like this out there....

=]
-Alice
 

Title:	Untitled
Topics:	bad, blah, boredom, fun, good, grr, mixed
Date:	2008-08-13 @ 18:59
Security:	public
Location:	Sleeping with the fishes =]
Music:	Kerli - Mama You're a Liar
Mood:	>_<<

 Roar!  
Okay so I spent the day with Makena and Fuzzy and Kyrie (well for few hours of it anyway) and It may have been the highlight of my week.

Criss cross my heart that the rest of my summer will be unforgetable =D
I've been slipping into unforgetable tangents lately...
And I'm afraid that I'm not srong enough to take what I have coming....
I can't beleive all of the shit I have gone through to be better
Might be wasted
If scares the shit out of me....
Truely
And honesly
I just don't want to fall off my pedstal
But how can I help it?
It's what I've been that haunts me
And that calls to me

Maybe I'm just weak
Maybe I'm just a hazard to myself
Maybe it's just the way I'm supposed to be...


God I hope not....


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Yay =]

Title:	Vampires!
Topics:	stephanie meyers bored lol funny haha la
Date:	2008-08-08 @ 12:20
Security:	public
Location:	Back home once again =]
Music:	No music, just books =]
Mood:	Leave me pics =]

So I haven't posted in....well A while.
So....Here's a treat...

Read this --->Okay so in honors of the recently released Breaking Dawn and the Twilight Motion picture due out on Dec 12th, I've been obsessing over it, and you get to enjoy my overwelming joy as well (hopefully xD).
Alls you gotta do is send me a picture of you a friend a loved one (please no celebs, I'm tired of editing Robert Pattinson -_-) and I will make it into a beautiful creature deserving a place in Stephenie Meyers' incredible mind...

Hence the photos below in order from first to last, Me my gf Makena, and my little sister Julia...these are just beginning photos...And I'd be glad to do yours....Stuff like this is what keeps me on livejournal =]

I do werewolves too buuuuut....I'm not that fantastic at them Sowwie

Also if you'd like yours to be posted just ask as well as a caption added just say the word...

You can send your pictures to my email or to my xanga account...

Email: Halloweenxmurderscene@yahoo.com =]

Title:	Sorry I've been out....
Topics:	bored, creative, haha, lame, love
Date:	2008-06-24 @ 22:28
Security:	public
Location:	At Makena's <3
Music:	Across the Universe Movie
Mood:	♥

I've been busy...
Getting ready for Arkansaw
Hanging out with what is left of my friends
Being relaly bored and lifeless
Not updating...Obviously xD

Makena has got me thinking about art...I think I might start drawing again, then again maybe not, I critisize myself too much
I think that it's one of my most unattractive traits...
like I have said time and time again....
This summer is going to change me...But isn't that what everyone says??
I want it to be true, and what kills me is that I'm too lazy to change whatever it is that I don't like about myself
But whatever
I suppose all will come in as it is intended...I'm going to cheat destiny....I refuse to go on living like I am..It's not inspiring and it's not incredibly true
But for encouragment to myself, I'll say it anyway...
Well
I think you ahve heard enough of me babbling...
I'm feeling a little bit artsy...
Let's see what will come of it shall we not...



I'm feeling creative...


You'll be so far away, and I'll be here dreaming of you
I'll write you a story
And let the words seep it's way through my fingertips 
What is so simple is beautiful
And that's why you are the gorgeous
Please tell me I'll come home
And see you here
Open arms waiting for me
Let my hands ring though your silk hair
And caress your perfect skin...
I'm home 
♥

Title:	I thought today was different...
Topics:	annoyed, bored, haha, lol, mhmm, sad, whatever
Date:	2008-06-19 @ 13:25
Security:	public
Location:	Going nowhere
Music:	Endings without Stories - Alesana
Mood:	Well that was pointless

Haha boy was I a fool, my days never change...Everything goes fine until my father opens his big fat mouth and ruins everything for me, makes me feel like shit...But oh well, I should learn to deal with it right...
There are 5 good things about today....
1. I got out of the house and went to Target and It's a Grind (A coffe place) With my sister.
2. I bought The Lilly Allen CD
3. I bought New Moon (Paperback ^.^)
4. I bought the Alesana CD
5. I'm going to hang out with Makena soon hopefully as soon as she calls me =]

There are also 5 bad things about my day....
1. My dad keeps being an ass
2. I can't be with Makena when I want (Right now) and I'm not patient
3. I'm still a little sick >.<
4. I haven't been working out so I'm all fat and gross
5. Tomorrow has to come, it's just one day closer to being dumped into a land of awkward hillbilly realitives and weird conversations with my Grandparents....

Oh well the good and bad even eachother out, a perfect balance...Sometimes...When you get things too good, and something bad happens you fall way too hard off the petastal, when you have too much bad...Well it's too much of the bad things in life, how much worse can it get...
Makes me think....*(Brain damage)* XD

Well I think I'm out for the moment...

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Icon of the moment:

Peace ♥
-Alice